Mama I’m Free

Mama don’t make me cry any more

If I walk in your shoes

I’m bound to loose.

So Mama don’t make me cry any more.

For all of my days I have lived to your ways

Run to your call yet still I did fall

When I looked in your eyes I saw your despise

So mams don’t make me walk in your shoes

So mama don’t make me cry any more

If I walk in your shoes

I am bound to loose.

Mama I’m me and I’m go na to be free

Mama I’m me and I’m go na to be free

Mama I’m me and no more will I see

The pain in your eyes or yet your despise

Cost mama I’m free and I’m gona be me.

So no more will I cry and wipe my eye

As I walk in my shoes so I’ll never again loose

Mama I’m not crying any more.

Cos I walked out your door.

And mama I’m Free.

Mama I’m free.

Mama don’t make me cry any more.

Or I’ll walk out your door.

Copy right @  Demici (Rosemary Sladden ) 28 November 2012.

I wrote this poem/song when I was dealing with how to grow up and shake off everyone else’s ideals and find myself.  I hope you like it.  Demici.

Chitter Chatter.

Chitter chatter all around

In my heavy suit want to jump around

For today the pounds fade away

Slowly slowly a gram a day.

Mix the food by colour tag

Eat them all don’t be a fad

Slowly slowly a gram a day

Watch the pounds fade away

Now I worry what to eat

As the wedding steals my feet

Dance enjoy and today do not toy

Slowly slowly a gram a day

Watch the pounds fade away

Like a bank or savings club

Watch the numbers all add up

Slowly slowly a gram a day

Watch the pounds fade away

Now at last I reach my goal

Taking it all real slow

Hold on steady day by day

Eat the colour tag

Come on now don’t be a fad

No more slowly slowly a gram a day

Watching pounds fade away

But still I eat the colour song

Keep on going very strong

No more pounds to put on.

Now I learnt just what to do

Make my plate two thirds full

Of super free and count the syns

Then no more pounds will creep in.

Slowly slowly day by day

keep those pounds at bay.

Rosemary Sladden.  Copyright @ 2 May 2012

Watching Waiting

Watching Waiting

Giving taking

Hope relating

To the day

When the wage will not pay

Find I am sinking

Thinking sobbing ranting

This is my day

Stretching purse strings

Mending old things

Make them survive another day

For the new I cannot pay

Give me time

Open sky

Just enough to wipe my eye

Give me hope

A knotted rope

Long enough to out this pit climb

Give me silver

Give me gold

A moonlight so gentle it soothes away my doubt

A sunlight so strong I learn to change my song.

Give me a tree and grassy field so that my way ward will does yield

 Let me cogitate, deliberate, ruminate

Let me walk in nature’s gate

Consumerism like a light prism

Dulls in the pail of days poverty

Now naturism has her day and lasts when all is said and done.

Down the ladder up a ladder

Ding dong sing the nature sharing song.

See creation grow your nature so strong.

Now is time to set aside your natural aggressions tide

And see that all is not what it seems to be an illusion to cause confusion.

Truth is what you perceive not based on fact but on your feelings track

So stem the fear tide and create the love wave to create all that is not man made

The Nature of Being

The
nature of being.

When
man walks this earth he walks in solitude

When
he lives in this peace of mind he walks in gratitude

When man speaks one to another he finds his sister/brother

As
the world turns he yearns

As
he yearns he learns

As
he learns the soul grows

Then
the universe knows

And
love flows

Demici
Copyright @  17/07/2011 during the
session with free chat on Oranum.com

keeping a record of your communication with your guides.

Here we begin by getting a note book and a pen.

Have it handy each time you try to link to your spirit guides.

When you feel like it make a written account of your meeting with your guide.

Remember to include how you felt, what you saw, what you heard, what the spirit people showed you and what they said.

Not all spirit communication is about speaking to you or showing themselves to you.  In fact in my experiance I have found that showing themselves to you is the last thing that happens.  I had to earn my guides approval before the started to show themselves to me.  Even now I only get impressions of their size, weather they are were a man or a woman when they had their time here in this existance.

So do take it slowly and enjoy what you are given.

Do not look at what you have written for a week or two  after the spirit meeting.  This is because of two  reasons.

  • 1 if you read it again and it makes the same sense as it did when you wrote it.  You can be sure that it came from your own spirit person.  (we are all spirit people living in this existance so we can contact our own spirit self)
  • 2 If you read it too soon you may make things happen before they should do.

It is best to keep a record for about 3 weeks with 3 weeks worth of meetings inbetween the one you are reading so that you can see, in time, that there is a theme or a pattern to the communication.

I have also had confermation that what I wrote down is being said by other spirit people by looking at other communications.  Or by finding someone else who tells me the same things.  Just ask the spirit people to give you some kind of confermation that what they are saying, showing, or making you feel is true communication from spirit people.

Where Eagles fly

Where Egals Fly.

In the forest beneath the trees

There I sit at my ease

Looking up into the clear blue sky

thinking

wondering

asking why

Do Egals fly up in the sky so high

Finding a mound of tussocked grass

I find the answer here at last.

Open your eyes

see no disguse

see now my dear how Egals fly

They turn to the wind and spread the wing

then let the brease help them to swing

over and under the current at ease

they swim in the world that is full of ease.

Now child I say to you this day you can live your life this way

open your mind and let it see

the way the day moves in the ease of me

let your self choose the way to be

and then let the univers sit in the tree

admire the view and the golden hew

let your mind absorb all that is new

watch all the people walk idelly by

and then let your memory make shure we never die.

Some times a thing spoken in jest

you just cant get off your chest

sometimes something that is just in passing

is the thing that is so suprising

let be your joy from me.

Demici

Changes how where and when

Changes how where and when

Where did the life in me go
What did it take me to see
When will I know the right road
How will my life ease my load

Questions Questions Questions
All are at the centre of my being
How what when why where
Will I be when I get there

Do I need to walk the path my parents set
Or can I redesign my being yet
Will the heather on the moor
Open up my new world door

Questions Questions Questions
Are my every thought
All I ask is for you to mind nought
Come and gather round my pot

Come and see my world so clear
Listen and you will hear
The dripping of father time
As my world runs out of rhyme

Demici @ 7 December 2010 01:41

Don’t hold the dog like that.

Please don’t make him wear a hat

What is his collar for

Not to drag him in the door

Don’t grab that cat like that

He will surly want you to scratch

Tickle him under his chin

And he will surly want to come in

Oh my dear what will you do

When you wash that hamster in the loo

He is cold and he is damp

So stop holding your hand like a hamster clamp

Copyright @ Demici 7 June 2009 12:34 AM

Meditation to meet your guide

Open your eyes and see the sky,

Feel the breeze on your face.

The warmth of the sun on your skin

Feel the cool of the grass under your feet.

Hear the cry of birds

And the call of animals

Listen for the sound of the brook

Follow the sound

Walking along a path of clay mud

As you walk you climb grass a bank with flowers on one side they smell wonderful.

When you reach the top of the bank you find a fence.

In the fence is a gate

Sitting on the gate is your guide.

Talk to your guide.

Go with your guide as he/she takes you on your journey.

Space for communication with guide for 5 minutes the time can be increased over time. 

Time is come to come back to the gate

Say goodbye to your guide

Come back to the room the way you went

Know you can meet this guide in this place whenever you want to.

Shake your hands and stamp your feet and drink your water to make sure you are fully back from the meditation.  Write in your journal what you can remember. 

Copy right @  Demici  9/03/2010